373 Days Later...

Highlights of the last year in bullet points.

• Reconciled with wife in June 2011
• Went nuts and did some bad shit Fall 2011
• Separated from wife again November 2011
• Admitted to psychiatric hospital November 2011
• Released from psychiatric hospital Dec 2011 and moved in with a friend
• Admitted to psychiatric hospital again Jan 2012
• Diagnosed as schizoaffective in addition to bipolar. Have auditory and visual hallucinations frequently.
• Released February 2012. Still living with friend, hopelessly searching for a job.
• March 2012: watched Human Centipede 2. It was gross.

My life is kind of a mess. Therapist thinks I should blog about it but I'm lazy. I don't like writing about my own experiences because I feel like I can't do them justice. If I say I feel like I have tentacled snakes inside me, wrapped around my bones and controlling me I really can't explain how that feels. Maybe if I just record what I go through and not worry about fucking explaining it I can make something useful of this. I never planned the blog to be focused. Lack of focus is the hallmark of my life, and any endeavor I set out on is going to have that same flaw.

I'll think on it. Meanwhile here's a picture I found funny.